There’s going to be some changes around here and the bicycle may have to take a back seat. (If you know what I mean.)
I’m not particularly well. To be honest, I’ve been at various degrees of “ill” for a while but I had a relapse last year which has forced me to resume vigorous drug therapy and make some changes to my life.
Don’t worry, it’s nothing immediately life-threatening. I’m suffering a rather unusual and relatively recently-identified autoimmune form of pancreatitis. This basically means that my body thinks my pancreas doesn’t belong there – so attacks it. Needless to say. this causes all kinds of problems… It can be somewhat* painful, knocks my blood chemistry completely out of whack, and has kept me on sick leave for longer than I like to think about…
Treatment is two-stage. Steroids to bring the initial symptoms under control and then long-term immuno-suppression to stop it recurring. Admittedly, neither of the drugs – prednisolone and azathioprine – are particularly pleasant but they appear to work and I’ve been able to forgo any pain medication for a few weeks now.
The steroids cause a lovely range of side effects which include poor healing, muscle wastage and weight gain. You’ll probably have worked out that these aren’t the rogue body-builder type of (anabolic) steroids. They do, however, have a remarkably robust impact on appetite. If an earthquake should strike while I’m at the supermarket, leaving me buried under a mountain of produce, I’m confident I’ll be capable of eating an escape route for everyone. I’m just not sure I should regard that as performance-enhancing…
Sadly, in most other regards, my performance is much-diminished. I have days when I just sleep, nights when I can’t, days when I never step outside the house and some when I only manage to with the aid of a stick (albeit a very fine Leki Wanderfreund). My proof-reading has also gone out the window…please excuse any oversights!
To add insult to injury, with the combination of drugs and a battered pancreas, I’m now going through steroid-induced diabetes which is proving difficult to control despite careful monitoring of both diet and blood glucose levels but this is hopefully temporary. I actually had a problem with this during my last round of treatment and it did seem to disappear once I was weaned off the steroids…so here’s hoping.
And then there’s the related high blood pressure.
The immunosuppression, naturally, comes with its own treats and surprises…but I don’t like to grumble! ;c)
More later. I’ve got an appointment with the Occupational Elf at work tomorrow.
r:B
*”somewhat” = a stoical British quantification that probably best translates as “excruciatingly”.